what's that? i have the cutest child eva? thanks, i already knew...

i mean c'mon. what the hell else can i say? there are three more pics so far in the online photo album, but there are lots more to come...

i started back at tar-gay tonight, which was exhausting. i'm going to work wed. and fri. nights and sat. mornings until jan. at the earliest - then we may put the kid in day care for a few hours every day so i can work weekday mornings again. i am SO looking forward to that - i HATE HATE HATE working with stupid high school boys and girls who flirt and giggle with each other and do no work.

when did i become such a killjoy? yeesh.

anyhoo, i was a little nervous going back to work, but also slightly empowered... difficult to explain. i worked my ass off and am really proud of myself, but missed the baby like crazy. this saturday is going to be AWFUL. i have eucharistic minister training in uniondale from 9am-1pm, then i work from 3-11pm. ri-COCK-ulous, i know. but hey, it's money, which i definitely need. i am going to be jonesing for my little cupcake by the end of the day. she's totally gonna sleep in my bed, no question. she's right next to me now - i missed her too much today to put her in the crib. aren't i selfish? oh well.

okay... i can't really think of anything else to write - i'm way burned out. oh - one last thing - so i go and pick up the babe from john's tonight. we put her in my car and as john and i hug goodbye, i notice a weird look on his face. upon asking what was the matter, he proceeded to tell me, "you smell like target." what the hell does that mean? there are lots of smells associated with target: no-english-speaking-illegal-immigrant-overnight-worker, slutty-pubescent-high school-boys-and-girls, bitter-seniors-damning-the-government-and-their-shitty-social-security-program, mad with power-"team leaders"-who-never-realize-that-no-one-is-jealous-of-their-chosen-career-as-the-manager-of-shoes, and the familiar stench of inexpensive-clothing-made-in-a-vietnamese-sweatshop. perhaps it's a combination of all five. "eau de target," i'll call it.

alrighty i think that's all i have to say about that.